July 2011
1 post
June 2011
2 posts
F.I.N.E.
Is it really horrible that when I feel completely off-centered, depressed, angry or crazy, I feel the most creative? Maybe that’s normal..
But is it really bad that I crave those times? That I on occasion induce them on myself purposely?
Maybe it’s fucked up, especially considering that my life is going pretty well.
Oh well. For now I’ll say I’m f.i.n.e.
Something I found.
“Lost” is the only word I can think of that accurately describes what my state of mind was a year ago. Inside, I had all the potential and motivation in the world. The hard part was trying to apply my thoughts to the real world. Slaving away at a dead-end job, no friends and no plans was not what I had envisioned for my life. I spent countless nights writing, dreaming and wishing for...
May 2011
2 posts
It's 3am, in desperate need of inspiration.
My creativity has been stifled. The muscles are tense from lack of use. They need to be stretched. Challenged. My body craves that injection. I used to be my own dealer, but the shit I sell isn’t cutting it anymore. I need that sweet high, the feeling without the falling. My mind is on overdrive, but my pen remains still. Where is my soul?All reason has been lost. I’m still searching...
